Spooks to Everyone!

Have a Happy & Spooooooky Halloween people!

Over

Mentally over/moved on but emotionally not yet?

Actions speak louder than words, as it goes. 

You think and say, "It's over, I've moved on."

But when the time comes that a person asks you about that someone you should be over with; you suddenly blurt things out and then a question pops out of the person asking "Do you like him? You sound so impressed with him."

"Do you like him?" -- you instantly answer "No" or "As a friend, yes." But in your mind, it keeps on repeating and actually rephrases the sentence and makes it "Do you still like him?" The question somehow brings back things you did, things he said, things you think is yours and his and all the dreaded stuff that should be in a baul or an ancient luggage, locked up and just there. The question lingers and repeats again and again.

Could it be a case of mentally over/moved on but emotionally not yet?

World Cup Madness and Catching Up

World Cup Madness! I'm team Italy! :D

Unfortunately I have no cable at my dorm so, I'm depending on a local channel for selected live matches and replays, and I'm also depending on online live streams. Hmph. And the live matches on the tv will be aired at 12 mn everyday, hmmm, I don't care if I have classes the next day. I'm still going to watch the matches at 12 mn. haha :D

Futbol-eros on my radar: Yoann Gourcuff (France), Kaka (Brazil) and Cesc Fabregas (Spain) :P XD

Gourcuff

Kaka

Fabregas

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I'm so ready and excited for school! ---- NOT!

Today's officially the last day of my vacation. Tomorrow, classes start. Sigh. End of tumblr, internet, movies, bum etc. all-day-long. A reluctant hello to homeworks, tests, projects and etc.

Hmm, I wonder what Sophomore year has in store for me. In a few weeks time, I'll be pinned and capped, and off to duty works now. I don't think I'm ready yet. It feels like it was just yesterday that I just graduated high school and now I'm a Sophomore. Time sure flies by fast. Very fast I must say. New academic year, new section, new classmates, new life. And as a start, I had my hair cut yesterday. So, my hair is shorter now, hmmm, as if it'll be recognized; as I'll always be in a bun.

This year, I'll try to be more studious? haha. I'll try to read more and to make it a habit to open my book every night even though I don't have homeworks. My friend tells me it's a good thing to do and it prevents cramming. I also hope that I get a roomie this sem so I won't be that alone in my dorm. :)

I think, this is all for now. So long, folks!

xxh

Wondering and Wandering Mind

Is there something?
Is there still something?
I don't know which one applies. I want it to be clear, I want to know the real deal.
You make it look like there's nothing, but your actions, somehow and somewhat, tell that there is something.
Would you mind telling me?
So this mind of mine wouldn't be wondering.
So, it wouldn't also wander in an imagination that won't happen in reality.

Why don't you speak? Why don't you answer?
See here, I'm no mind reader.
I wish to know what you are thinking; what things go on in your mind.