Far, Far

Far far, there's this little girl
She was praying for something to happen to her
Everyday she writes words and more words
Just to speak out the thoughts that keep floating inside
And she's strong when the dreams come cos' they
Take her, cover her, they are all over
The reality looks far now, but don't go

How can you stay outside?
There's a beautiful mess inside

Far far, there's this little girl
She was praying for something good to happen to her
From time to time there're colors and shapes
Dazzling her eyes, tickling her hands
They invent her a new world with
Oil skies and aqua rel rivers
But don't you run away already
Please don't go

Oh beautiful

Far far there's this little girl
She was praying for something big to happen to her
Every night she hears beautiful strange music
It's everywhere there's nowhere to hide
But if it fades she begs
"Oh Lord don't take it from me, don't take it yourselves"

I guess I'll have to give it birth
I guess I have to give it birth
There's a beautiful mess inside and it's everywhere

So shake it yourself now deep inside
Deeper than you ever dared
There's a beautiful mess inside
Beautiful mess inside

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It's a song Far, Far by Yael Naim. But for me, instead of art or singing I can compare this to you...
You are that something that happened to this little girl, me.
I'm strong for you. You're the one that covers me, takes me and cares and love me.
I can't let you go.
You are that good that happened to me.
You're the one that dazzles me always. That tickles my every nerve in my body.
You invented that new world I have, the world I have with you in it.
I can't let you go coz you are my everything.
You are that big thing that happened to me.
This music is the love I have, it's there, it's everywhere, you can't hide from it and I'm not afraid to show it to you. And I can't let you go, the music, love, will always be there.

I give birth to it by showing and letting you know everything and anything.

I can be a beautiful mess, but it's even more beautiful because you are in it.

I love you so much babe..
Happy 10th Monthsary!

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love always,
Babe/Wifey

Here We Go Again... :)

Hi, everyone! My last post was the first day of 2012. And hello, it's the third quarter of 2013 already. Due to a lot of things I was not able to continue my blogging skill? appetite? aura?.. Ok, just blogging. Well, since the start of 2012 a lot of things has changed...

One, would be mid-2012, I had another change of roommate. But for that time, it was already permanent. My long time and ever sleeping-over friend, Andie officially became my roommate. Along with herself and her stuff, the dorm was merrier? We had a lot of good times in that dorm. (I'm not saying that I didn't have good times with my past roommates but yeah, this one kinda defined the "good times".)

Two, October, I met the person that would be now my almost 9-months boyfriend (2 more days.. :'> ). He is Rei, from being the ever close, always together boyfriend/girlfriend, we turned into the LDR status for 4 months now. I'm not ranting, I'm actually happy that even if it's LDR and that we are not together physically for months now, we are still together. And I believe stronger, we had a lot of ups and downs (God, define a lot) but yeah we still are in it, we are working and in it for the long haul.

Three, November, celebrated my 21st birthday with my love. After my birthday, we celebrated our 1st Monthsary. And on the birthday of my father was the day he actually also met my love. It was a really happy November for me. One Sweet November indeed. :'>

Three, December, I went to Singapore and Malaysia with my family for the holidays. It was fun, but yeah, most of the time, I was sick. haha literally, the aircon in our room plus the usual heat of Singapore: not really a good combination. This made me sick, had colds and frequent attack of headache but yeah, all went well. :) Celebrated New Year at Universal Studios Singapore. And well, all I can say is, from what I saw, fireworks here in the Philippines is better. I mean, considering it's already USS and still MOA got waaay better fireworks during Fridays. hehe

Four, January, 2013. The first weekend I got back from the vacation, I spent it with my love. He gave me a necklace with a heart pendant. And I gave him a scarf to keep him warm during his voyages and stays on different cold climate countries. This month was also the month I got to introduce him formally to my paternal side of the family. I'm just really happy because I got a warm welcome for my love.

Five, February, First Valentine's day with my love. He gave me quite a handful of things. And that's when also we kind of started a countdown for his first international voyage. It was hard to think and anticipate for that time to come. But of course, I, we had to face it. We promised to be strong and to never give up no matter what. And true, no one is giving up and we both are strong.

Six, March. Second of March was the dreadful day of saying goodbye temporarily to my love. I went to NAIA to be with him for the last time in months. It was hard but we had to face it and just be strong for it.

Seven, April. April 19 was my graduation day, and although I wanted everyone there including my love, I know it was impossible. I kept on dreaming and dreaming and wishing that somehow and some way, that Rei would actually appear on my graduation day as a surprise but of course it did not happen. Even though that didn't happen, for so long, I have seen my family physically complete for one of the biggest days of my life. This one was big for me and really feels good. For a few hours, my family was physically complete again. :)

Eight, May and June. These months are all about my review and the board exam. One month of review at Tagaytay and June 2 and 3, I took the NLE.

Nine, July. This month, at the first week of this month, I'm officially cleared at the Step 2 to being a fully recognized Registered Nurse. I could not still affix the title to my name since, I am not officially registered yet. But soon, soon I will. :) This month is also a celebration of my 9th month of being together with my love, Rei. Plus, it's also his birth month! So yeah, got his gift already, and I'm totally excited to give it to him already. :D

Sorry for the loooooooooong post. That is already the summary of the time lost on my blogging.

Tata :)

Hello 2012! :D

Happy New Year Everyone! It's another year, another 365 days to conquer. hehe

I just wish everyone a very good and very prosperous year! :D

New Year's resolution? hmmmm. What are mine? hehe

1. Save money!

I am so not good at saving money, but it's already 2012. The year of me being 20, and two decades is enough for me being the all time spender. I should really really learn how to save. hehe










2. Trim down my weight. hehe

Despite the fact that 33 inches is the one displayed, it is not my waist line. I'm still smaller than that (thank god). I need to trim down whatever I've downed in the past erm 2 weeks? hahaha It's also good for my body since I will try to achieve a well balanced diet. hopefully, Pls do help me God :)

3. Be a lil bit more studious. hehe

A lil more addition to my dedication to studies. Plus, I will try to return the days of me reading novels.





4. Squeaky clean!

I will try to return the days when my dorm is spotless
clean. It's not so dirty or ransacked looking, I just have to work on the clutters here and there. :)

5. Exercise!

I would now try to dedicate a portion of my time to exercise. Maybe some yoga and jogging? I hope I don't get lazy. haha


And those are some of my New Year's resolutions, what are yours? :)

xx,
MerrySee

Merry Christmas to all!

And I'm back. After a very very very very very looooooooooong time. I have posted again. haha

Merry Christmas to everyone!

till the next time. I will try to update again, soon. hehe

xoxo
MerrySee :)